Rant #21

1.) Like a lip cracked

and the tongue's urge to burn it

2.) I can hear the color in my room, 

it's like the moments after a baby has just been soothed

from crying.

3.) Looking at porn on Instagram just isn't the same.

Rant #20

it's quiet serious what you can reveal once you drop the robe,

peeling back, shoulder once, shoulder twice

i'm always in the middle of redecorating 

which was once shamed by the possessive
the frenzy, the doctors

and the pathetically resentful

but i've licked it up since then

i've shed skin - twice - since then

i've listened to that hygrades album through and through

and i've realized, i'm a creator, i'm an artist, an innovator

i am small but relevant, i am illuminated,

imperative 

my mind stays in my books:

feminization of our breath(s)

my back wet from the bath:

elevating my darkness(es)

my fingers deep in my aesthetic:

slurpin on that lady(z) nectar

Rant #19

"I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do

They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true

They know you're the one I wanna give it to

I can see you want me too

Now, it's me and you"

.

Rant #18

The Story of a Blueberry Hater & Her 11 Nicotine-less Days

2016.

Rant #17

carry on 

fear

Rant #16

when i'm at my worst

i write

hospital words

Rant #15

feminist boot camp took the backseat 

lady nectar's rants, too drenched to stand 

linear equations and socio-economic ethics on halt

spitting instead of waiting on tables

full stop

a world view can still be absent of yourself and the ones around you

so i'm glad before you were gone i

cranked neck to snort and breathed in a side eye view of you two

your sprayed tangents, feral smells, you were connected, flawless

in darkness, in depth - one scratch wouldn't suffice

rip

"hey, these look like birds, don't they?" ---lights trashcan on fire---